yellow socks.

If you had 1 more day to live, 24 more hours to shine as a healthy human being. What would you do? Where would you go? What if the more amazing things you do the healthier you get, the happier you are... the longer you live. Who would you spend time with? Who would you kiss? Who would you admit all your feelings to? If you run out of things you love to do, imagine even crazier things...Do them all again. That's how you should live everyday. You don't know when your life will run out, could be tomorrow. Could be in 37 years. How could you possibly know? So to stay happy, Each day make time for 1 thing you love... 

We all lose something as we grow up, sometimes it's energy, sometimes it's pointless games, friends, obsessions, creativity, laziness or even common sense but the good part is, more often than not it's replaced with something better, something that builds you into the person you are. In my case I gained my heart and lost my mind and I would never turn back.

Nothing's working out? Nothing goes to plan. I stare so hard at the books but they don't float in to my hands, I do the things I love and strive to impress, But without a fairy godmother I may never get my dress. I'll sit straight, eat healthy and be mature all I can, But it's difficult to be responsible when you look up to Peter Pan. We all wish for a life just like the books, I've learned that sometimes you should forget about the looks. Take the time to laugh and appreciate beautiful things, Because not every princess needs all the bling. Be who you are, say what you think, Life can pass as quick as a blink. Who stumbled down the steps and lost her shoe? She thought everything was over, just like you. So when you're stuck in a rabbit hole just think about... Maybe not everything is suppose to work out.  

You know how sometimes your just happy? Not because something amazing happened or because everything is rolling perfectly, but you all of  sudden have a rush of happiness just coz? Well that's how I fell for you. I just had this uncontrollable feeling, like, neither of us did anything amazing and things certainly aren't 'rolling perfectly'... I just love you, Just coz.

''Look in the mirror, that's your competition.''

I'm laying on the floor, not frowning nor smiling, just thinking... I've never been one too think to much about the past or worry too much about the future which is most the reason I never get my homework done until last minute, but when you get caught up in the present you do exactly that. You forget priorates and things that should be done and do what you want instead of what is right. To me, love is the present. The reckless decisions, the crazy moments, the deep feelings it all gives me a rush in my heart, scribbles in my mind and butterflies in my tummy, the thing about living in the moment is you forget your homework is due in the morning. You forget that it's going to hurt you, your love or both of you in the future. So the question I'm always left laying on the floor thinking about is, Is it true love to hold on tighter or just let them go?