I'm laying on the floor, not frowning nor smiling, just thinking... I've never been one too think to much about the past or worry too much about the future which is most the reason I never get my homework done until last minute, but when you get caught up in the present you do exactly that. You forget priorates and things that should be done and do what you want instead of what is right. To me, love is the present. The reckless decisions, the crazy moments, the deep feelings it all gives me a rush in my heart, scribbles in my mind and butterflies in my tummy, the thing about living in the moment is you forget your homework is due in the morning. You forget that it's going to hurt you, your love or both of you in the future. So the question I'm always left laying on the floor thinking about is, Is it true love to hold on tighter or just let them go?
Somewhere between my head and heart there's an entire universe waiting to be discovered, but the worst part is no ones knows it's there and as hard as I try it's impossible to explain.
Silence to me is one of the most unique things in life. Being silent. Even though some days you struggle to not speak for 30 seconds, you all know what I mean. Not just literally not speaking but being silent and calm within your self. Have you ever been laying in bed thinking about something so hard and next thing you know, you find yourself waking up the next morning? Well, that's what I mean. Being so silent and caught up in the moment, the world fades away and before you know it hours have passed. Sometimes silence puts me to sleep, other times it keeps me awake, sometimes silence screams louder than all the crazy thoughts running through my head, But the best kind of silence is just silence. Simply being so empty everything floats away, even the silence.
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