yellow socks.

I've been trying to write, I really have. But I have lost my mind along with my thoughts as soon as you look at me, and for the first time in forever I'm at a loss for words because there are simply no words to explain you. You... Well, my feelings towards you. Which have no explanation except for the fact that the more I look into your eyes, the more thoughts I have that I can't seem to put into words, but the less I can breathe...

I dance to escape the un answered questions, forever wrong answers, fears and worries of life. Because, everything stops until the music does...

They're constantly asking me what I want to be, and yet the more I try, the harder it seems. I want to be a ballerina, a writer, a performer, a singer, an editor, a photographer, a superhero, a supermodel. But the truth is I don't wanna be anything... I wanna be everything. I wanna wake up in the morning and decide, so the next time some one asks me what I want to be. I will say, I want to be happy.

You had me smiling, You caught me staring, You made me blush, I started caring. You had my heart stopping, But my thoughts never, Took over my dreams, Didn't leave my mind ever. You got me talking, A little too impressed, You caught me falling, A little too obsessed. Was in your arms, With one tiny shove, Your lips touched mine, You had me in love...

Have you ever felt like you have so much to say that nothing comes out, or you are so tired you can't sleep? Maybe, your thoughts are so loud you have to keep silent to keep up or you're gonna explode! So many questions that can't be answered, so many lies that can't be made up for. So many decisions you can't decide, so little hours, yet hour long seconds. Filled pages, empty lines. Feelingless emotions, emotional words. What an organised mess these days have turned out to be. Do you ever feel so damaged? Find yourself lost? Good. It's called life :)

Somewhere between my head and heart there's an entire universe waiting to be discovered, but the worst part is no ones knows it's there and as hard as I try it's impossible to explain.

Never hold on too tight. The harder you pull, the quicker you fall when you're forced apart. It's simple physics.