Somewhere between my head and heart there's an entire universe waiting to be discovered, but the worst part is no ones knows it's there and as hard as I try it's impossible to explain.
Must everything have a reason? Must everyone have an explanation? Must everywhere mean something? Must nothing mean nothing? When someone asks you whats wrong, and you assure them it's 'nothing'. 9 times out of 10 its something. Why when you say 'nothing' you have so many things on your mind, and when you say 'something'.... its an excuse for 'nah, I got nothin.' How do blank pages speak louder than novels of useless information? White lies, Black hearts, Black clothes and white minds, Grey dreams. How does a mind set completely change a person? How can you try so hard to change and stay exactly the same? Why does the right thing please people, and we all dream of the 'wrong' things. Who made the rules? Why did we decide it was right to follow the rules? What even is the right thing? Why are we picked on for being different, awarded for not being the same...When no ones the same? ...
I think the worst devil inside you, is to take someone for granted. Life is cruel the way, it dulls the smiles as soon as there's a single tear. Blinds you with the good so the only thing shining through the cracks is the tiniest mistakes. It makes your problems so clear but your mind so blurred. Like all the memories left on the sand washed away with a single wave, one wave too big, caused by one tiny little tear, back to the start, hole in my heart, breaking everything apart. Angels are all scared away with a dainty drop of rain, too cold outside they say. But you don't just hold my hand, you hold my heart and my angel in. You embrace my devils, and the bad things because devils cannot be scared away, Not with a cold day, Not with bad weather, They're there forever, and you hold me together.
Woke from a dream, Sweet sweat from the seams. Shaking hands, tipping the world. Tried explaining, wrote backward words. My hands, like shattered glass. The stars, so sharp, so harsh. As you looked at me, oh those eyes. I smiled but cried. As you slipped away, smooth and slow. But our finger tips still let go, Melting thoughts into fears, so mean, Thanking my shattered stars it was just a dream.......
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